Friday, October 31, 2008

Even Harder

Is when we're visiting friends or family with babies. Especially Andy's brother. Don't get me wrong we LOVE our niece and are so excited to watch her grow and be there every step of the way. But watching Andy hold her and play with her and totally fall in love...it's very difficult. Then we go home, or they leave or whatever, and he starts saying how much he wants his own child. Talk about a shock to the heart. I get so emotional when that happens. We can only keep trying, and that's what we're doing. Hopefully this is our time and if not, hopefully not too much longer.

Also, when we don't get included because we don't have a child yet. Tonight is Halloween and they're invited to Andy's parents for dinner, because Hannah will be in costume, and we weren't invited. It happens a lot. Not cool.

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