Okay, so we went back to see Dr. H today, and had a mid-cycle u/s. There's a nice follicle developing, in my right ovary, so I go back tomorrow to get the hCg shot. Then we do the insemination on Saturday!
This will be our second try with the insemination and clomid. Our chances are a little greater with each try...so hopefully this is our time!
We're keeping our fingers crossed!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
IUI-the UNsuccess story
So the first IUI was not successful. SHIT.
I'm so upset it hurts.
But life goes on, we'll start over and try again. That was only my first IUI, a few more tries I guess, and hopefully one of them takes this time.
I was trying so hard to be so positive and basically convinced myself that this was our time. Apparently not so. It really sucks.
So I'm not pregnant, and we're starting all over, and this time, I'm keeping everything to myself and not sharing with anyone. I think that was part of my problem. I was really excited and wanted everyone close to me to know, and because of that, I keep getting asked all these questions all the time, and am stressed out. Maybe. Who knows. Or I'm just a defect and never will concieve. I can't handle the thought of that.
I'm so upset it hurts.
But life goes on, we'll start over and try again. That was only my first IUI, a few more tries I guess, and hopefully one of them takes this time.
I was trying so hard to be so positive and basically convinced myself that this was our time. Apparently not so. It really sucks.
So I'm not pregnant, and we're starting all over, and this time, I'm keeping everything to myself and not sharing with anyone. I think that was part of my problem. I was really excited and wanted everyone close to me to know, and because of that, I keep getting asked all these questions all the time, and am stressed out. Maybe. Who knows. Or I'm just a defect and never will concieve. I can't handle the thought of that.
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