And more so than I felt even at the end with Emmalee!!!
I have lost my appetite again. Walking from one end of the house to the other is exhausting. Sleep is scarce, and getting out of bed in the mornings when Emmalee sounds her alarm ("Mommy...Mommmm-yyyyyy") is really, really hard! I overheat doing NOTHING...literally sitting there doing nothing, I sweat. Heartburn is an everyday, many times per day experience. Tums are my friends. Driving sucks, but I can still do it...so I guess that's good. Cuddling with Emmalee is sometimes physically painful, and I hate to make her get off of me, but I have to. :( My emotions are out of control. I cried today because Andy told me he might be coming home later than usual. Um hello...like that's something new...and we need the $, but I'm just so exhausted in the afternoons I just want him HOME! I have many things I'd like to do, but absolutely no energy to do them.
Ready for these next 10wks to fly by. Uneventfully and successfully. Please.
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